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My name is a SECRET!!
18
58kg, 167cm
Coffee and chocolates are my loves!!
This is where I post my stuffs, so play nice, read and NO COMPLAINS!!!
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- Hip Hop
- Peace?
- Religion
- New Year!!
- Christmas Pics
- Christmas!!
- Missing In Action
- Freezing...
- Wishlist!! again-_-
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
lalalalala
Got my third pair of Levis jean already and just like what I wanted, a black one and I got it for a 50 dollar discount. Was with Dhaslie that day, a friday, and we went to watch 4 Christmases and it's super funny. Full of humor and the story line was great as it really talks about how the 2 couples tries to face their worst nightmare for christmas, their families, want to know more? Watch it, it worth the money.
Well, had Xin Wang for lucnh and we ate until freaking full then went to watch the movie and enjoyed a bottle of booze before that then had dinner at Aston, nice and cheap, should try it. I ordered the Rib Eye (medium rare, the way I like it) together with pasta salad and whip potatoe as a side. One word, brilliant!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
WEE!!!
Rememeber the wishlist I had? Apparently I've fulfilled some, wahahaha, what an achievement!!
2. A brown fossil leather wall
3. A bermudas
4. A full suit (thanks Catherine Yong for the discount >.<)
5. A pair of black levis skinny jeans (my third pair of levis -.-)
7. A new pair of canvas shoes (black converse?) or/and an Addidas heritage
8. New CDs ( fireflight and kutless)
9. Go out with him and him
10. Stay over at Clement's house (?)
Labels: Wishlist
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Move It!!!
This is Dhaslie
I LIke To Move It Move It
He Like To Move It Move It
She Like To Move It Move It
We Like To
MOVE IT!!!
Apparently, went to watch Madagascar 2 yesterday with Dhaslie. The movie is funny and cute too, do watch if you want a good laugh.
The funniest thing? This group of girls who kept staring at us, lol.. Why? Well, we sat beside this each other with the chair arm up and we were like quite close together and I will feed him the drink every now and then and the girls are like..gay? lol..
Labels: Dhaslie, Madagascar 2, movies
Sunday, November 23, 2008
God?
"What if the God you believed aren't the God you thought he was during the second coming?"
A hypothetical question I've being asking people who're of the Christian faith and like some of you would know, I'm a christian, though honestly, I don't really feel I am now.
It's tough being one, honestly, I've to control my temper, my mouth and that's so unlike me, really diffcult for me plus there's so much things that had being happening recently, family(though I don't treat them like one neither do they), conflict with some people and displease about certain thing (you know what I meant) and definitely all those things, so so many things..
does God really exist then? I don't know now..
A hypothetical question I've being asking people who're of the Christian faith and like some of you would know, I'm a christian, though honestly, I don't really feel I am now.
It's tough being one, honestly, I've to control my temper, my mouth and that's so unlike me, really diffcult for me plus there's so much things that had being happening recently, family(though I don't treat them like one neither do they), conflict with some people and displease about certain thing (you know what I meant) and definitely all those things, so so many things..
does God really exist then? I don't know now..
Labels: God?
Friday, November 21, 2008
Modernization
Project Work (PW) is finally over!!! YEAH!!! **claps**
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Anyway, as you know I couldn't access the internet recently that's why my blog died for a moment back then.
Asked my uncle to sign up for me and he refuses, how sad. saying that there isn't a need and I was like, "What the hell!! Who say there isn't a need?" Ended up signing myself paying 43 bucks a month for it..
How truly important internet is?
Pros:
Firstly, communication
Internet is the most effective method for communication where ever you are since even phones nowadays are also able to surf the net where ever you are.
Secondly, information
The inthernet is loaded with information, updating more and more information every second, where information is less than 3 clicks away.
Thirdly, entertainment
Online News, television, games, everything all in one on a laptop/computer.
however, there are cons too;
Firstly, information overload
Despite the amount of information one may obtain on the internet, one still has to consider the realibility, credibility and usefulness of the information.
Secondly, abuse of network
Hacking into confidential information, cyber bullying, pornography are some of the methods that the internet may be abused.
Thirdly, addiction
Over-gaming on the internet, addiction to pornography may also be a downside for it.
Well, really depends on individuals and this really seems like some kind of GP related question..lol.. And ya, this is what GP is like..
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Anyway, as you know I couldn't access the internet recently that's why my blog died for a moment back then.
Asked my uncle to sign up for me and he refuses, how sad. saying that there isn't a need and I was like, "What the hell!! Who say there isn't a need?" Ended up signing myself paying 43 bucks a month for it..
How truly important internet is?
Pros:
Firstly, communication
Internet is the most effective method for communication where ever you are since even phones nowadays are also able to surf the net where ever you are.
Secondly, information
The inthernet is loaded with information, updating more and more information every second, where information is less than 3 clicks away.
Thirdly, entertainment
Online News, television, games, everything all in one on a laptop/computer.
however, there are cons too;
Firstly, information overload
Despite the amount of information one may obtain on the internet, one still has to consider the realibility, credibility and usefulness of the information.
Secondly, abuse of network
Hacking into confidential information, cyber bullying, pornography are some of the methods that the internet may be abused.
Thirdly, addiction
Over-gaming on the internet, addiction to pornography may also be a downside for it.
Well, really depends on individuals and this really seems like some kind of GP related question..lol.. And ya, this is what GP is like..
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I'm BACK
After a week, I"M BACK!!!!!!!!
Internet was down, unable to go online, how sad..
Anyway, I'm BACK!!
Internet was down, unable to go online, how sad..
Anyway, I'm BACK!!
Labels: back
Friday, November 14, 2008
Wifi
I so hope this is working trying to blog using my phone..
It seems like my mother wants to chase me out of the house this time..
How sickening!
Anyone can provide lodging for me? Lol..
It seems like my mother wants to chase me out of the house this time..
How sickening!
Anyone can provide lodging for me? Lol..
Labels: Blog
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Renoir
YEAH!!!
This is my new phone, LG Renoir!!
Took with my Nokia phone..
8 megapixel Camera
GPRS/WIFI
Touch Screen
well, anything I can ask for in a phone
By the way, internet down, will not blog that often but will be back to blogging life as soon as I set up a new internet connection.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Infected
currently addicted to this book, very nice sia! is talking how this parasite thing taking control over this guy Perry Dawsey and how Dew Philips and this female doctor racing against time to find a cure as this viruses causes people to go insane and start killing people.rating? : 4.5/5
the amount of suspense you get is insane, just makes you want to know what's happening next.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Gotcha!
How I wish you told me "Gotcha! I was just pulling your leg." Too bad, you aren't kidding, you're really leaving and I didn't eve get to see you once, let me at least go out with you once, at least let me leave a memory of you and I together..
Separation
I'm cr
ying while posting this
ying while posting thisTime had passed real quickly, at the blink of an eye, 2 months had passed. I really enjoyed the time we had together, but now, we have to separate soon and the saddest thing is I didn't even see you once. I have to apologize that I couldn't control myself and cry. If you're reading this, I just wanna tell you this.
You have being my motivation, I never felt more appreciated in my life and I really never regretted knowing you. You gave me courage, you gave me strength, you gave me encouragement, you gave me acknowledgement and most importantly, love.
This whole post is specially for you, and here is something I've got to say out loud.
I
LOVE
YOU
Labels: I love you, separation
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
hate = love
universal truth, cannot be denied, I know it all to well.
loving someone till you hate the person who you love because you love the person so much, but the truth is, you hated yourself for loving that person.
loving someone till you hate the person who you love because you love the person so much, but the truth is, you hated yourself for loving that person.
hell..
why do you have to leave me?
Why must it happen?
I was never looking forward for it..
Damn it, Why? Why? was it not meant to be? Why?
I hate myself for it, nothing good happens..
I'm too weak, I can't take it anymore..
my tears rolls down my cheek once again
damn it, curses..
I'm willing to betray my life, to let things be the way it is..
If only this is my world..
If only everything can happen the way I want it to be..
Why must it happen?
I was never looking forward for it..
Damn it, Why? Why? was it not meant to be? Why?
I hate myself for it, nothing good happens..
I'm too weak, I can't take it anymore..
my tears rolls down my cheek once again
damn it, curses..
I'm willing to betray my life, to let things be the way it is..
If only this is my world..
If only everything can happen the way I want it to be..
Chocolate
Went to have dinner with Ting Wei and Serene at MOS burger just now and you know what?
SERENE BOUGHT A BOX OF NEWMAN'S CHOCOLATE FOR ME!!!
Oh my gosh!! that brand of chocolate is like damn expensive lar!!!
BUT NICE!!!
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SERENE BOUGHT A BOX OF NEWMAN'S CHOCOLATE FOR ME!!!
Oh my gosh!! that brand of chocolate is like damn expensive lar!!!
BUT NICE!!!
=.=
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Saw
Quite addicted to Saw nowadays, seeing how people die and getting rip apart or die whatsoever method that Jigsaw ever think of. Quite cool too seeing how people die =.= sadistic, I know..lol..
Monday, November 3, 2008
Behind
Another 2 years older, but another 3 more steps behind.
2 years had pass since I stepped into that place. Somehow, more heartpains, more disapponintment, no doubt, many things had changed for the better, but are those the the change I really wanted. I'm thrown far to the back once again, where I'm better off, forgotten..
sometimes I ask myself, did my effots pay off, what I did, was it worth while, the things I sacrifise for it, did I get the returns I should have..
the answer
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no..
2 years had pass since I stepped into that place. Somehow, more heartpains, more disapponintment, no doubt, many things had changed for the better, but are those the the change I really wanted. I'm thrown far to the back once again, where I'm better off, forgotten..
sometimes I ask myself, did my effots pay off, what I did, was it worth while, the things I sacrifise for it, did I get the returns I should have..
the answer
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Sunday, November 2, 2008
Wishlist
Okay, seems like it's a new month, christmas is coming and so is the end of the year.
Here are some things I wish for this year.
1. A black crumpler bag
2. A brown fossil leather wallet
3. A bermudas
4. A full suit (thanks Catherine Yong for the discount >.<)
5. A pair of black levis skinny jeans (my third pair of levis -.-)
6. A Samsung Innov8
7. A new pair of canvas shoes (black converse?) or/and an Addidas heritage
8. New CDs ( fireflight and kutless)
9. Go out with him and him
10. Stay over at Clement's house (?)
well, guess that's currently what's on mine mind
hope I can fulfil it!!
Here are some things I wish for this year.
1. A black crumpler bag
2. A brown fossil leather wallet
3. A bermudas
4. A full suit (thanks Catherine Yong for the discount >.<)
5. A pair of black levis skinny jeans (my third pair of levis -.-)
6. A Samsung Innov8
7. A new pair of canvas shoes (black converse?) or/and an Addidas heritage
8. New CDs ( fireflight and kutless)
9. Go out with him and him
10. Stay over at Clement's house (?)
well, guess that's currently what's on mine mind
hope I can fulfil it!!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
October
October is finally over!!!
here are some things that had happened during this month..
1st: this is the month I cried the most!! out of the 31 days, I cried 8 of it or more -.-
2nd: this is the month I ate the most Ice-Cream!!!
3rd: this is the month with the most disappointment, namely, not doing well for my promos and so is retaining
4th: first time doing CIP at the library
5th: having a girl hug me tight =]
6th: saw a flasher -_-
7th: watch the most horrifying movie ever
Wow!! exactly 7!! lol..
these are the 7 greatest achievements in Richard's life!! lol..
here are some things that had happened during this month..
1st: this is the month I cried the most!! out of the 31 days, I cried 8 of it or more -.-
2nd: this is the month I ate the most Ice-Cream!!!
3rd: this is the month with the most disappointment, namely, not doing well for my promos and so is retaining
4th: first time doing CIP at the library
5th: having a girl hug me tight =]
6th: saw a flasher -_-
7th: watch the most horrifying movie ever
Wow!! exactly 7!! lol..
these are the 7 greatest achievements in Richard's life!! lol..
Labels: 7, Achievements, October
Rec
Went to watch a movie, Rec, together with Ser today, damn nice!!! first time I ever got freak out watching a horror movie!!! so scary, so freaky, so pyschotic..
the scariest part?
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Serene keep jumping out of her chair and grabbing me real hard everytime!! lol..-.-
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Serene keep jumping out of her chair and grabbing me real hard everytime!! lol..-.-
Halloween