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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Crap!!

WHAT THE HELL!!!
Why!!!??
Why of all times now??
Both of them some more..
CRAP!!!
I'm crying, once again..

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Chard at 9:54 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

this is Clement
and yes, I'm featuring him again =p
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
and so is G and others who're celebrating their birthday on October 29
XP
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Chard at 6:50 PM

Family

"Family is a very important ingredient to success"
A quote from the last lecture
How true this quote is. My life is a mess, my mother, my sisters, my brother(?), hates me, my father is dead. Always seen as the bad guy despite what I've done. All the good things I've done becomes nothing, only the bad things are magnified..
I HATE THEM!!

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Chard at 6:07 PM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Sin

I know I've SIN, I know it's wrong, I know it's not accepted by the society, neither will God accept it.
I didn't do it to attract attention, I did it out of my foolishness and now, I enjoy it..
"God didn't make a mistake" people say. Yet, how come I exist? How come people like me exist? We should have being banish..
Guess I can never understand this God that I believe in..

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Chard at 9:30 PM

Sickening

"Don't talk to me, need to study for re-exam" he said.
What the heck! What a comment especially since when your promos were worst than mine and only because of overall..
STUPID!!!!
It's UNFAIR to use overall result. I can have promote if I was in TPJC ot MJC with my results lar.. what the heck..

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Chard at 2:21 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

So Close, Yet So Far

WAH!!!!!!!!!! that person saw me at Bugis!!!!!!!! WAH!!!!!! We were like so close, yet so far..sigh..


went with Eugene to seoul garden together to celebrate and accompany him on his birthday.. so poor thing, his stead ps him..sigh.. anyway did had quite a good time talking to him, so ya..cheers!!

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Chard at 11:08 PM

Life sucks

Looking back now, I realize that my life was nothing much except for being nothing but a failure. Never had a chance to out-perform anyone, never recognize for anything, no talents, nothing at all.. Really wished that I was more athletic, more musically incline, more outstanding than others, but apparently, not..
So many if's in life, if I was this, if I was that..
If my life was a show, it'll be a comedy, making a joke of myself..what the hell..
but it's over already, just have to accept life and live life to the fullest..

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Chard at 2:06 PM

Footprints in the sand


You might be a distance away from me, however, I'll follow the footprints you left in the sand and reach to you someday..

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Chard at 1:03 AM

bbq (1)













Introducing a hot dude here
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CLEMENT!!!!
thanks for helping to bbq today
you're my good bro forever
love ya!!
hugz!!

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Chard at 12:08 AM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

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Yes, I know, super camwhore..lol.. all this pic were taken in a club house at a condo while attending my church young adult's group, ignite, bbq..
the club house is like damn nice lar, don't mind staying there, super vintage can!!!

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Chard at 11:41 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Tears

I look up to the sky above, drips of rain falls onto my face, as though the sky is crying for me whose tears has dried up...

Chard at 11:14 PM

Letters

to Ser;
Hey girl! thanks for cracking your head so long just to start up this blog for me and also helping so much by giving me so much emotional support and always treating me, love you so so much >.<>

to Ryan,
Hey dude! thanks for the nights out together and comforting me when I'm sad and disappointed. Really enjoyed when we talked, shared and poured our hearts out, really give me a great deal of comfort. Thanks dude!

to Hadi,
Kor, you're the one I really trust the most and thanks for the encouragement you always give me when I'm away, stressed and tired. I really treat you like my own kor de.

to Shu Qiang,
Cute Boy!!! Always throw tantrum de, so funny..haha.. You also shown me lot's of concern and care when I'm down. Plus, you really very nice to bully -.- stay nice, stay helpful, believe some day you'll get your reward for it de.


to Jun Wei,
Wah! Finally take initiative to sms me le, haha. Sorry to worry you because I haven't being eating properly, but now okay le. Thanks lots!

to Edwin, Ting Wei, Edrik, Royce
really sorry, shouldn't have told you all about it and ended up dragging your all down, but I really trust you guys a lot, so thanks bros!

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Chard at 10:37 PM

Disappointing

Promos results are back!! YEAH!!! I retain.. -.-
Results are as follow, subject, mid year marks CA marks Promo marks and Overall Marks and Grades;

Chinese 63.0 51.0 65.0 62 B
GP 34.0 39.0 34.5 36 U
Physics 50.0 63.0 40.0 47 E
Chemistry 20.0 39.0 49.0 42 S
Economics 24.0 47.0 36.0 36 U
Maths 34.0 41.0 51.0 46 E

No. of Subjects passed at H1 level, 2
No. of subjects passed at H2 level, 1
Ranking points, 26

sigh, another 2 more points and I'm eligible for re-exam already, so is like another 4 more marks for either GP, economics or Math or another 3 more marks for Chemistry or physics..
What the hell!! but there's nothing I can do now already, no appeal for re-exam is accepted unless if it mis-calculation..sigh..

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Chard at 10:07 PM

Footprints

Hello, this is a story I came out on my own.. Read and do give your comments and feelings about it.. Thanks!!

Once again stepping out from the corner room of the hotel by the red district, Lisa, 23, a beautiful lady, a body shape, a face any girl every dreamt of becoming, has been walking out of the same cream colored door, on the same cherry colored carpet, in the same checked lift yet with a different guy for the past 7 years.
“Hey! How did it go today?" an abrupt interruption from the same receptionist who looks as thought she has never budge an inch from where she is for the past 7 years.
“Hope to try you out again,” the man stared into her Lisa’s eye, flirting with her.
Lisa’s eyes looked down onto the floor, knowing that her next time will be with another guy. She attempted to avoid the guy by pacing up, yet the guy grabbed hold of her hand, insisting on giving her a ride back..
Lisa sat on the front seat, her head leaning on the window of the black Porsche. Lights from each passing street lamp shone on her face, revealing her beauty, so was her tiredness.
The car stopped in front of some worn down building, in the poorest region of town, an unfitting sighting of such a grand, luxurious car. The man gave Lisa a peck on the cheek and said goodbye. She stepped into the lift slowly leaning herself against the corner of it and tears started rowing down from her eyes.
Lisa stepped out of the lift and stepped in front of her apartment,
#11-11
Home Sweet Home
she wiped her tears and opened the door.
“Mummy!” a young boy came running towards the door where she stood, her son who she gave birth to on her first pregnancy, 7 years ago.
“It’s 11.11pm and I made a wish that mummy will be back and mummy did!” looking into Lisa’s eyes with an innocent look any 7 year-old would have.
She looked into his eyes with him in her embrace, “Yes! Mummy is back!”
She started to weep, and that night passed along with their tears….

note; is copyrighted by me, so no one is allowed to re-post this story without my permission, thanks..

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Chard at 11:56 AM

LELLO

Hi!!! Richard here XP
This is my blog and the first time I'm starting one, finally, YEAH!!!!!!!!!! lol
Most probably will update like 1-3 times a week bah..sobs =..[
like real will I ever blog that little XD
Anyway... play nice!! if you have any issues with me, tell me straight in the face XP

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Chard at 11:17 AM