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- A Choice..
- Hip Hop
- Peace?
- Religion
- New Year!!
- Christmas Pics
- Christmas!!
- Missing In Action
- Freezing...
- Wishlist!! again-_-
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009
A Choice..
"What do you want to be when you grown up?"
This is a question many can relate with, questions asked by your parents, grandeparents, relatives, friends, teachers and many more.
A Policeman? Maybe, cool to hold a gun.
A Fireman? Maybe, cool to climb a ladder and having a dalmation following you around.
Be rich? Who doesn't want?
Yet who will ever say, "I just wanna be a normal office guy making enough money to let ends meet and have a happy family?"
True happiness doesn't really comes from your job or how much you make, but is about how satisfied you are with life. There are people with all the fortune they have in life, they have the dream job everybody wants, the dream income everybody wants to make yet their life is in a mess.
Bill Gates for example, use to be the richest and now still one of the top richest person has as much fortune as he wants, but with it, he sacrifise his time. A choice he has to make, time for money.
Many of my friends too, have a supporting family, yet they screw up their very own lives because they are just not satisfied and they're also those whose family are rich or at least more well off than others, yet, their family is broken. My family is broken, not rich either, I rather be in their shoes, at least is something I can really apprieciate, but again, maybe not, maybe I just want more in the end.
That may be the reason why Singaporeans are never satisfied with their lives, because we're "Kiasu."
Ultimately, living a life by letting natural takes it cause will be the best way to be truely satisfied with life..
This is a question many can relate with, questions asked by your parents, grandeparents, relatives, friends, teachers and many more.
A Policeman? Maybe, cool to hold a gun.
A Fireman? Maybe, cool to climb a ladder and having a dalmation following you around.
Be rich? Who doesn't want?
Yet who will ever say, "I just wanna be a normal office guy making enough money to let ends meet and have a happy family?"
True happiness doesn't really comes from your job or how much you make, but is about how satisfied you are with life. There are people with all the fortune they have in life, they have the dream job everybody wants, the dream income everybody wants to make yet their life is in a mess.
Bill Gates for example, use to be the richest and now still one of the top richest person has as much fortune as he wants, but with it, he sacrifise his time. A choice he has to make, time for money.
Many of my friends too, have a supporting family, yet they screw up their very own lives because they are just not satisfied and they're also those whose family are rich or at least more well off than others, yet, their family is broken. My family is broken, not rich either, I rather be in their shoes, at least is something I can really apprieciate, but again, maybe not, maybe I just want more in the end.
That may be the reason why Singaporeans are never satisfied with their lives, because we're "Kiasu."
Ultimately, living a life by letting natural takes it cause will be the best way to be truely satisfied with life..
Labels: life
Monday, January 5, 2009
Hip Hop
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Peace?
My friend once asked, "Why is there still war when there should be peace in this mordern time?"
War exist because there is life, so long humans, animals,trees, plants or even cells, there is a war going on.
Molecular size organism wage war like how the white blood cells resist against the attacks of viruses.
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Plants and trees compete with each other for sunlight and water.
Animals compete with each other for title, for territory, to fight for the rights of mating, etc..
As seen in humans too, however, reasons can vary, like tribes fight against tribes for larger territory or the reason why bush fought against Iraq which can be seen as either to stop Iraq's greed or, just because of the american's own fear over what Iraq was capable of.
A more recent example will be the war in Gaza between Philistians and Isreal a fight for the ownership of the land, but also a spritual reason, the promised land by God for Isreal but also the land that was once belonging to the Egyptians.
Bringing down to a smaller scale, we can talk about Racial disharmony in Sri Lanka, between the Sin Halese and Tamils. A racial dispute that has prolonged for a long time, even till now.
Even in a peaceful country like Singapore itself, the very presence of robbery or a murder case is enough prove that peace can never truly be attained.
Domestic voilence, quarrel within family members also justifies that true peace is not presence.
Maybe the world might be more peaceful now, however, total peace might be something that one could waiy for ages before it can be attained.
War exist because there is life, so long humans, animals,trees, plants or even cells, there is a war going on.
Molecular size organism wage war like how the white blood cells resist against the attacks of viruses.
e
Plants and trees compete with each other for sunlight and water.
Animals compete with each other for title, for territory, to fight for the rights of mating, etc..
As seen in humans too, however, reasons can vary, like tribes fight against tribes for larger territory or the reason why bush fought against Iraq which can be seen as either to stop Iraq's greed or, just because of the american's own fear over what Iraq was capable of.
A more recent example will be the war in Gaza between Philistians and Isreal a fight for the ownership of the land, but also a spritual reason, the promised land by God for Isreal but also the land that was once belonging to the Egyptians.
Bringing down to a smaller scale, we can talk about Racial disharmony in Sri Lanka, between the Sin Halese and Tamils. A racial dispute that has prolonged for a long time, even till now.
Even in a peaceful country like Singapore itself, the very presence of robbery or a murder case is enough prove that peace can never truly be attained.
Domestic voilence, quarrel within family members also justifies that true peace is not presence.
Maybe the world might be more peaceful now, however, total peace might be something that one could waiy for ages before it can be attained.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Religion
Disclaimers; this post is not meant to offend any religion or whatsoever.
A question once asked in a GP paper "Religion, does it still apply to people's life?"
I'm a christian personally and I do read the bible and true enough, many of the biblical principles are applicable like;
1. Honour your father and mother
2. You shall not murder
3. You shall not commit adultery
4. You shall not steal
5. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbour
6. You shall not covet (greed for others possession)
Very much applicable to your life aren't it? Other religion, teachings or even your own simple principles will tell you that all these are true, so doesn't religion applys to every individual lifes?
However, there're many examples of people who violates against their very own religious principles, for the sake of their religion or otherwise.
First example, those who goes against their very own religious principle for their very own religion.
JI's, a muslim terrorist group that kills others for the sake of their religion when their very own religion forbids taking lifes, yet, they may consider it as an heroic action.
Second example, those who goes against their very own religious principle for their own sake.
Church pastors and christian members engaging in homosexual activity, adultry, pre-marital sex and even incest which are all clearly scorned by God.
Does religion really applies in people lifes then?
The answer is indefinite.
But one thing I can leave with;
Practise what you preach and live life standing on wha you believe on.
A question once asked in a GP paper "Religion, does it still apply to people's life?"
I'm a christian personally and I do read the bible and true enough, many of the biblical principles are applicable like;
1. Honour your father and mother
2. You shall not murder
3. You shall not commit adultery
4. You shall not steal
5. You shall not give false testimony against your neighbour
6. You shall not covet (greed for others possession)
Very much applicable to your life aren't it? Other religion, teachings or even your own simple principles will tell you that all these are true, so doesn't religion applys to every individual lifes?
However, there're many examples of people who violates against their very own religious principles, for the sake of their religion or otherwise.
First example, those who goes against their very own religious principle for their very own religion.
JI's, a muslim terrorist group that kills others for the sake of their religion when their very own religion forbids taking lifes, yet, they may consider it as an heroic action.
Second example, those who goes against their very own religious principle for their own sake.
Church pastors and christian members engaging in homosexual activity, adultry, pre-marital sex and even incest which are all clearly scorned by God.
Does religion really applies in people lifes then?
The answer is indefinite.
But one thing I can leave with;
Practise what you preach and live life standing on wha you believe on.
New Year!!
HAPPY
NEW
YEAR(2009)
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I Know I'm anday late but nonetheless still have to say it. Anyway, wanted to post some pics, but sadly, Blogger is a bit dead now, so unable to post it. (awww)
Spent my new year countdown in church, praise and worship blah blah blah..
So here are some of my new year resolution
1. do well for my J1 and start on J2 work
2. clear all my debts
3. save enough to bless others =P
Well, that's as far as I can think of, 2008 has being a great one and also one of the worst, but since is over, hopefully better things are to come =)
Now, I shall bid 2008 farewell!!
Labels: New Year
Christmas Pics
Monday, December 29, 2008
Christmas!!
Jingle Bells Jingle Bells Jingle All The Way!! (SHUT UP!!)
Feeling lethargic to blog, so now here it is, the Christmas post!!
Bought a grey stripped shirt and gold coloured skinny tie from topshop which cost me 98 bucks then went out with Scott and Zeus the following day.
Then the grand day!!
Went Suntec first to get my Nokia phone fixed to learn that I have to pay for it >.<>
Feeling lethargic to blog, so now here it is, the Christmas post!!
Bought a grey stripped shirt and gold coloured skinny tie from topshop which cost me 98 bucks then went out with Scott and Zeus the following day.
Then the grand day!!
Went Suntec first to get my Nokia phone fixed to learn that I have to pay for it >.<>
Great food, song, drama, hip hop performance and best of all!! BALLOONS!!! The Hotel management released thousands of balloons at 0000 hour and everyone started bursting the balloons, with our bare hands!! Yes! Bare hands!!
Cam whored during the dinner and Yan, who was sitting on the same table was like "Eww!! Oh gosh, please stop it! This is what girls do!" LOL!!! so ya..
Eaten like 3 plates of food (as usual) since is buffet style and ya, very full..haha..
Reached home like 2 am drinking a bottle of Wild Turkey (Boubon Whiskey and Cola) and slept the first thing I'm home then sleep.
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Woke up to find 3 messages!! One of them was from to Hadi to go and watch movie at Vivo city and I gladly oblige.
Waiting for train, board train, change train and finally at Vivo!! (whatever)
Anyway, watched Yes Man, which was quite boring initially but was rather okay after that, nothing much impressive though and neither any re-watching value but overall, not that bad though.
Yesman;
Carl, a simple guy, leading a routine life eventually finding himself losing his friends, his job and even his love., but he attended a seminar, that teaches how to say yes, under the recommendation of his friend which turned his life around.
Overall: 3.5/5
After seeing Ryan off, leaving six of us, Hadi, Elwyn, Edrik, Ting Wei, Royce and I went Hendersen's wave to take a look and nearly wanting to stay over at there because the wind was so comfortable. (not forgetting Elwyn's shoulder -.-)
**drip**
It started to drizzle, so we were left with no choice but to leave the place. So the rest decided to go Edrik's house to stayover while I went home.
The End
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Missing In Action
Wasn't much in the mood to blog but guess what? Now I am!! haha
Anyway, went out with Serene last friday to hang out and catch a movie and under M****'s strong recommendation, I decided to watch Nick and Norah's infinite playlist.
Went to Queensway shopping centre to get a pair shoes first then went down PS to have our dinner at Xin Wang and she insist of sucking me dry -.-
then went to watch the movie!!
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist;
About Nick, a guitarist in a gay band (?) who sadly got make use by his girlfriend and Norah, a simple girl in an elite school who never truly experience love. This whole movie happens in a night about how this 2 people get togethet while experiencing old flames trying to woo them back, songs, musics, fluffly (band), gays and chewing gum (?).
Rating: 5/5
Labels: movies
Monday, December 22, 2008
Freezing...
Okay, you might think that I've went overseas during the holidays and is freezing cold there because it's autumn or winter and that the everywhere is covered in white snow and kids are playing snowball fight and making snow angels.. Yes! I didn't go overseas -.- not even Malaysia during this holiday..
Why is it freezing then?
Simple! Richard is just too cool for you! -.-
Qn:
What did the female dog speak to the male dog?
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Dogs bark, they don't speak
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What did the male dog speak to the male dog?
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You bitch! Dogs don't speak, we bark!
Qn:
Now what did the female dog speak to the male dog?
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You Son Of A Bitch! You just spoke!
Okay! I know it's lame! That's why I couldn't walk properly! -.-
Why is it freezing then?
Simple! Richard is just too cool for you! -.-
Qn:
What did the female dog speak to the male dog?
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Dogs bark, they don't speak
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What did the male dog speak to the male dog?
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You bitch! Dogs don't speak, we bark!
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Now what did the female dog speak to the male dog?
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You Son Of A Bitch! You just spoke!
Okay! I know it's lame! That's why I couldn't walk properly! -.-
Labels: lame
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Wishlist!! again-_-
Back to updating my wishlist..lalalalala..
1.A black crumpler bag
2. A brown fossil leather wall
3. A bermudas
4. A full suit (thanks Catherine Yong for the discount >.<)
5.A pair of black levis skinny jeans (my third pair of levis -.-) (not skinnies though, don't match me..haha.. but is a 508!!)
6.A Samsung Innov8 (since I got my LG Renoir KC 910 le)
7. A new pair of canvas shoes (black converse?) or/Addidas heritage shoes
8. New CDs ( fireflight and kutless)
9. Go out withhim and him
10. Stay over at Clement's house (?)
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2. A brown fossil leather wall
3. A bermudas
4. A full suit (thanks Catherine Yong for the discount >.<)
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7. A new pair of canvas shoes (black converse?) or/
8. New CDs ( fireflight and kutless)
9. Go out with
10. Stay over at Clement's house (?)
Labels: Wishlist
Friday, December 12, 2008
Continuing on from LLLLOOOOONNNGGGG Post
From Right; Sweet Pleasure (Sex Pleasure? eaten by Serene) Chocolate Amour (Me)
Care Bear in Hoody!
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Looks like 2 snails mating (?)
Pork Chops ( Consumed and Digested by TH)
Salmon in herb sauce( Consumed and digsted by Serene)
Black Pepper Fish ( Me!)
Looks like 2 snails mating (?)
Pork Chops ( Consumed and Digested by TH)
Salmon in herb sauce( Consumed and digsted by Serene)
Black Pepper Fish ( Me!)
Turning the clock back a bit, 2 weeks ago on Sunday, after church went for some party thing which was more like a lunch gathering (pizza?). After that was walking to the train together with Serene and Tze Hau and then pursuaded Tze Hau to go out with Serene and I. Finally agreed but went his house first because he wanted to shave(?).
Walking...
Finally at his house then we drank a bit (Whiskey 43%), freaking bitter and off we go to Plaza Sing to play a bit of arcade, talking nonsense, cam-whoring, food, more nonsense, coffee, cakes and care bear.. Care Bear? -.-
And guess what? Astons! again and so is Bakerzin!
Finally at his house then we drank a bit (Whiskey 43%), freaking bitter and off we go to Plaza Sing to play a bit of arcade, talking nonsense, cam-whoring, food, more nonsense, coffee, cakes and care bear.. Care Bear? -.-
And guess what? Astons! again and so is Bakerzin!
Labels: Astons
LLLOOONNNGGGG Post
If you're gonna ask, yes, I went to watch movie again, The Day The Earth Stood Still with Tian Shun and so is Bolt with the group of youths from church ( Ting Wei, Wen Hao, Edrik, Elwyn, Jerlynn and Stephanie).Bolt;
A story about hpw this cute dog, Bolt, who thinks he has super powers eventually got separated from his owner, Peggy, who is a teen style (explains the super power part). With the help of 2 friends, Mittens the cat and Rhino the hamster which is damn cute and not forgetting some pigeons(?)
A show really talking about friendship, quite touching (Stephanie cried, just one tear..lol..) and funny too.
Overall: 4/5
The Day The Earth Stood Still;
The Day The Earth Stood Still;
Alien trying to wipe out the whole of human kind, very much like The Great Flood where aliens try to wipe out the human race in order to save the earth and ending with how the main character finally pursued the alien that there is still hope for human kind then stopping the armaggadon.
Family love and bonding is the whole idea of the show, people cried actually..lol..
Overall: 3.5/5
Labels: movies
Saturday, November 29, 2008
lalalalala
Got my third pair of Levis jean already and just like what I wanted, a black one and I got it for a 50 dollar discount. Was with Dhaslie that day, a friday, and we went to watch 4 Christmases and it's super funny. Full of humor and the story line was great as it really talks about how the 2 couples tries to face their worst nightmare for christmas, their families, want to know more? Watch it, it worth the money.
Well, had Xin Wang for lucnh and we ate until freaking full then went to watch the movie and enjoyed a bottle of booze before that then had dinner at Aston, nice and cheap, should try it. I ordered the Rib Eye (medium rare, the way I like it) together with pasta salad and whip potatoe as a side. One word, brilliant!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
WEE!!!
Rememeber the wishlist I had? Apparently I've fulfilled some, wahahaha, what an achievement!!
2. A brown fossil leather wall
3. A bermudas
4. A full suit (thanks Catherine Yong for the discount >.<)
5. A pair of black levis skinny jeans (my third pair of levis -.-)
7. A new pair of canvas shoes (black converse?) or/and an Addidas heritage
8. New CDs ( fireflight and kutless)
9. Go out with him and him
10. Stay over at Clement's house (?)
Labels: Wishlist
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Move It!!!
This is Dhaslie
I LIke To Move It Move It
He Like To Move It Move It
She Like To Move It Move It
We Like To
MOVE IT!!!
Apparently, went to watch Madagascar 2 yesterday with Dhaslie. The movie is funny and cute too, do watch if you want a good laugh.
The funniest thing? This group of girls who kept staring at us, lol.. Why? Well, we sat beside this each other with the chair arm up and we were like quite close together and I will feed him the drink every now and then and the girls are like..gay? lol..
Labels: Dhaslie, Madagascar 2, movies
Sunday, November 23, 2008
God?
"What if the God you believed aren't the God you thought he was during the second coming?"
A hypothetical question I've being asking people who're of the Christian faith and like some of you would know, I'm a christian, though honestly, I don't really feel I am now.
It's tough being one, honestly, I've to control my temper, my mouth and that's so unlike me, really diffcult for me plus there's so much things that had being happening recently, family(though I don't treat them like one neither do they), conflict with some people and displease about certain thing (you know what I meant) and definitely all those things, so so many things..
does God really exist then? I don't know now..
A hypothetical question I've being asking people who're of the Christian faith and like some of you would know, I'm a christian, though honestly, I don't really feel I am now.
It's tough being one, honestly, I've to control my temper, my mouth and that's so unlike me, really diffcult for me plus there's so much things that had being happening recently, family(though I don't treat them like one neither do they), conflict with some people and displease about certain thing (you know what I meant) and definitely all those things, so so many things..
does God really exist then? I don't know now..
Labels: God?
Friday, November 21, 2008
Modernization
Project Work (PW) is finally over!!! YEAH!!! **claps**
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Anyway, as you know I couldn't access the internet recently that's why my blog died for a moment back then.
Asked my uncle to sign up for me and he refuses, how sad. saying that there isn't a need and I was like, "What the hell!! Who say there isn't a need?" Ended up signing myself paying 43 bucks a month for it..
How truly important internet is?
Pros:
Firstly, communication
Internet is the most effective method for communication where ever you are since even phones nowadays are also able to surf the net where ever you are.
Secondly, information
The inthernet is loaded with information, updating more and more information every second, where information is less than 3 clicks away.
Thirdly, entertainment
Online News, television, games, everything all in one on a laptop/computer.
however, there are cons too;
Firstly, information overload
Despite the amount of information one may obtain on the internet, one still has to consider the realibility, credibility and usefulness of the information.
Secondly, abuse of network
Hacking into confidential information, cyber bullying, pornography are some of the methods that the internet may be abused.
Thirdly, addiction
Over-gaming on the internet, addiction to pornography may also be a downside for it.
Well, really depends on individuals and this really seems like some kind of GP related question..lol.. And ya, this is what GP is like..
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Anyway, as you know I couldn't access the internet recently that's why my blog died for a moment back then.
Asked my uncle to sign up for me and he refuses, how sad. saying that there isn't a need and I was like, "What the hell!! Who say there isn't a need?" Ended up signing myself paying 43 bucks a month for it..
How truly important internet is?
Pros:
Firstly, communication
Internet is the most effective method for communication where ever you are since even phones nowadays are also able to surf the net where ever you are.
Secondly, information
The inthernet is loaded with information, updating more and more information every second, where information is less than 3 clicks away.
Thirdly, entertainment
Online News, television, games, everything all in one on a laptop/computer.
however, there are cons too;
Firstly, information overload
Despite the amount of information one may obtain on the internet, one still has to consider the realibility, credibility and usefulness of the information.
Secondly, abuse of network
Hacking into confidential information, cyber bullying, pornography are some of the methods that the internet may be abused.
Thirdly, addiction
Over-gaming on the internet, addiction to pornography may also be a downside for it.
Well, really depends on individuals and this really seems like some kind of GP related question..lol.. And ya, this is what GP is like..
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I'm BACK
After a week, I"M BACK!!!!!!!!
Internet was down, unable to go online, how sad..
Anyway, I'm BACK!!
Internet was down, unable to go online, how sad..
Anyway, I'm BACK!!
Labels: back